Oh yes, my foot just fell asleep. I havn't writen in here in ages... Wow... Oh well. Nothing much has been going on. I'm moving in with my dad, but the only people who read this already know that. I went on an obsessive search for sirius black images tonight. I love him so much. I miss him. And I actually did concider ripping out page 806 in the ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to write in here, but I felt that I should. Instead of doing things that I need to do like apply for FAFSA. I've been so happy these last few weeks. We had Christmas vaccation. My boyfriend and I bonded, lol. No nookie yet though. I don't know if I want to go away for college. My mum might get her way and I just go to CR. I ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. I've been spending so much time at my friend Heidi's house lately with a bunch of other people, where I feel safe and at home, that I don't even feel safe in my own room anymore. I don't care about not having internet, or cable or anything that's here, I just want to be safe. I love it over there. No one bitches at me. No one ( Read more... )

I hate myself. I am really depressed for some reason, and I have binged so fucking badly tonight. I almost started crying so many times tonight over nothing. Watching Rugrats All Grown Up. For some reason it's making me cry. Maybe because I want it to be a kid again. And it's making me wish I was a kid even more. No real problems. No voice inside ( Read more... )

There is no way that I will ever get over him, huh? I wish I could. It makes me want to hate him. And her. But I don't want to hate either. Cuz they're both my friends. I hate love. I really do. I'm still so very very depressed. And I weighed myself last night before my shower. 123. I havn't weighed that much in fucking months. I hate being this ( Read more... )

I want a camera. So I can capture the little bit of beauty that is left in this world. A good camera so the pictures will be good. I would give every material thing that I have right now except my books, cds, and diskman for a camera. That is all I need in the world. I don't even really need a house. And I don't need food at all. I want so much in ( Read more... )

What is wrong with me? I've wondered that so many times about so many different things... But really, what is wrong with me? Why am I unable to be loved by any guy? Really loved? My own father doesn't even care about me. Why am I so fucked up? With everything. No one will ever love me. No one will ever care. I'll have an ED forever. I'll be ( Read more... )

The dance last night was sooo fun! I wore this hella short skirt, with nylons of course. There's no way I would wear it without. But it was hella fun. I always thought that I couldn't dance, but with nikki there the urge to just not care and dance took over, and I was actually really good I guess. Ali was sad cuz everyone could dance better than ( Read more... )

I wish someone would just kill me and put me out of my fucking misory... I'm so depressed. And eating so much. It's fucking nasty. Even if it's not a lot to other people, it's a lot to me, and my body can't fucking handle it. It's gaining weight, and I feel so much worse for it. I'm fucking huge. I really wish I could just die. I don't care about ( Read more... )

001.Name: Sage
002.D.O.B.: 12.21.85
003.Location: USA
004.Religion: None

APPEARANCE
001.Hair: Chocolate Cherry
002.Eyes: Hazel
003.Height: 5'3.5"

STYLE
001.Clothing: Something Comfortable
002.Music: Anything except rap
003.Make-up: eyeshadow, eyeliner, powder/cover-up sometimes, & chapstick
004.Body art: Just piercings ATM, but I hope for a ( Read more... )