My chest is hurting again tongiht. Its been a month and half since I went to the hospital for it.. still waiting for answers.. all they did was give me some more drugs to get me through.. of course expensve drugs and me with out insurance...

And you wonder why the president is question our health care situtaion

There r days I just get so tired of trying I just want to give up

So I ranted about my daughters and locked it up.. but still getting all off my chest seemed to help help alot

Sometiems I wonder if the kids would of been better off just not being around... I really dont feel like I am succeding at life, it seems like everytime I turn around I have failed at something else.. everything seems to be going to hell.. I owe money to people my check is never big enough.. I hate feeling like a failure, there are times when I  ( Read more... )

I am at work having one of the worst panic attacks I have had in ages... I hate these.. cant seem to get a grip right now.  I try my deep breathing.. and I start to hyperventilate.. ...

HELP 

LIFE FUCKING SUCKS RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT

Just a quick update for those that know or care.

I became a grandma on Aug 2, 2008 Riley Gage was born.

He is in his new home in TX, with his adopted dads. We can go visit when ever we want, they send pics and have a web came.

Here it is Middle of May and I am Still at my X husbands. I am there because I can not find a place that will fit us that I can afford ( Read more... )

Well I sunk to a low level, I moved in with my X husband I have been there two days and there is not question in my mind I made the right decision in divorcing him. He is driving me nuts, he also had the nerve to tell me he hoped that maybe we could make it a permanant I am think a couple of things 1 is Hell no, and 2 I don't think he would enjoy ( Read more... )

Seems like a year ago i wrote, oh yeah it was, right after my my mom passed away. The first few months I seemed to be in a fog, I had lost my mother, my best friend, the one person I knew would tell me the truth like it or not. Sometimes the truth hurt sometimes it made me step up and pull my head out of my ass ( Read more... )