Part of me wonders if I could go back in time would I change what I had done? Part of me says yes, because then maybe things would be different and maybe I would be in a good relationship...God help me because I'm in love with a man who has moved on...He didn't love me, because honestly if he had he wouldn't have moved on as fast as he did. Part of ( Read more... )

I don't know where my life went wrong. I thought I had everything all figured out again. I thought I knew who I was and what I was doing, and then one by one the stressers came back and slowly I have sunk deep into this depression that I cannot seem to get out of. Everytime one little thing goes wrong so many more bad things have to follow, and the ( Read more... )

I haven't even made it to my first class yet and already I'm too pissed to want to study for my quizzes. Who in the fuck gives them the right to fuck with my schedule! I have tried to work around them and put up with their shit, but o no, they're going to go right back and fuck me over hardcore. Its like this clique that does nothing but hang out ( Read more... )

I honestly feel disgusted with the people that live in cville right now. Like how fucking obsessive do you have to be over someone to start calling and telling people other people's business. And to think you have the right to tell people who are just gunna deny anyways is pretty fucking ridiculous on your part as well. If it was your information ( Read more... )

I don't know what happened. I don't know how I ended up so fucked up. My life was going so perfect. I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with this man, and in a matter of so little time I visit my friends who look at me and can tell there's something wrong with me. Any man who knows they verbally abuse their girlfriend and really ( Read more... )

I don't know whats going on. I feel so helpless. I keep crying because I feel like he's trying to push me out of his life, its like he wants me to break up with him. It hurts. And I can't talk to anyone about it because I don't want people to tell him. I love the man with all of my heart and soul and want to be with him forever, but physically I ( Read more... )

Wow. It's amazing how much life goes crazy in just a few days. What was suppose to be another appointment turned into surgery then turned into a bad recovery because of a 101.6 fever. Good lord can I never get a break?? Luckily today I get to climb stairs and take a shower!!! That makes me very very happy. Because Chris moves into our place today ( Read more... )

It seems to make me giggle how much everything can change. Now my boyfriend seems to be the supportive one and my sisters have totally seemed to fuck my life over. I want to quit. I just want it to be me and Chris, that seems to make life easier. Waking up each morning with sounds a hell of a lot better than waking up and being stressed because ( Read more... )

I wish I was that girl at this point. When your told you have hpv and it might be cancerous and you might have endometiosis and you might not be able to have kids...you kind of get thrown into this reality check, and I'm really hating my reality check. I guess you could say its kind of put me to this point where I'm figuring out who people are. I'm ( Read more... )

I've reached the point where this whole fire thing has pissed me off. Honestly, most of that fucking building doesn't know what the hell we're going through, but you bet your ass they are so taking advantage of it. Honestly people, I live on 9 and my fucking clothes don't smell like smoke (if they do I don't realize it), so who the fuck gives you ( Read more... )