"tell me if you're sure
and the precious, precious waiting, i'd endure"

that's all i really want. just to know what she thinks. to be able to be sure.

i had never thought about how i tend to avoid (and sometimes openly mock) organised religion until someone (someone being her) mentioned it. i guess it does have something to do with being brought up a Catholic, but it was never forced on me. even when i was 18, i was still going to mass on a regular-ish basis. then one of the priests noticed me ( Read more... )

this should be interesting. what personality should i try on before i go out tonight? "things change ... it's sad, but what can you do? things change..."

bunny prince billy?. i don't know if i'd agree with her that he's actually cute, in fact quite the opposite (but in a good way ( Read more... )

erotica is overrated, and probably causes more problems than it's worth. sexual undertones have done irreversable damage to friendships in the past (although at times i have been too stupid to notice), and i have a supsicion that erotica would do the same. this journal does not need erotica, nor should it condone its use ( Read more... )

to trust, or to be of use? now the desperate longing to explain myself has passed, and apathy has set in. oh, sweet apathy.

The car's on fire ( Read more... )

the reason i never used to keep a journal is because (a) it was always a horribly embarrasing experience when reading it even a couple of months down the line and (b) i hate writing about events and things that haven't been resolved, either for better or worse. The last reason is probably most important, as it usually involves me reading over my ( Read more... )

Que lo que o que esto es es seguramente no pertinente. hay las cl

last night i watched a drunken romantic tell stories about city squalor and of his daughter (who's beginning to learn how to walk). everyone in the theatre melted whenever he opened his mouth. college, on the other hand, is beginning to bore me. didn't i spend time and money to get to this position? shouldn't i feel priviliged? shouldn't i ( Read more... )