So i went out last night for the first time in like, forever. And it actually wasnt too bad! I was soooo pleased with myself at the end of the night! I went the whole night with no major problems and things went mostly smoothly :) Was disappointed that Laura couldnt be there coz i wanted to give her big hug for being soo cool for me and helping me ( Read more... )

I reckon being a woman sux... not that id prefer to be a guy.. just reckon that guys just screw everything up for women. tempted to become a lesbian and forsake all the male race.. don't get me wrong, i love most of my male mates to pieces, but for all thier whinging about girls fucking them around, they actually spend most of the time thinking ( Read more... )

I finally got the call today so hopefully ill manage to get into hospital tomorrow (monday) for this super new treatment thing they want to give me... gotta ring up at ten to see if they definitely have the bed free then i go in and stay overnight. Now all i gotta do is pack :s my dad told me i had to take disinfectant wipes and clean everything ( Read more... )

I've remembered why i hated online journals and decided that some of my friends totally suck.. why do people always jump to the worst conclusisons? if you think you may not be getting the inside joke - keep your mouth shut instead of spreading rumours about people... jeez ( Read more... )

grrrr, snow... wouldnt usually mind it so much but i cant go out on my own in it now ive got crappy bones incase i fall and i got up sooper early this morning for a pre-test driving lesson only for her to ring me up a minute ago and tell me they have cancelled all the tests today so no point having lesson... now i have to wait around for them to ( Read more... )

Woo - it may be only christmas eve but we totally just had our mini xmas at ste and nicky's :D some most awsome gists were invloved! mmmm elbow length red satin gloves for mee... and black and white leather corset and more bags :D and more sweets :D and books and dvds and all kinda good stuff :D ( Read more... )

Well actually im only updating coz ste said that i dont ever and i wanted to prove him wrong. That and everyone else went to wendyhouse last nite cept me coz i was having christmas with my dad instead. Which kinda sucked but wasnt too bad coz i got prezzies before anyone else :p and had an uber turkey dinner :D mmm ( Read more... )

What can i say - i got bored..

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OMG im soo bored.... been online for like 4hrs or something and have only spoken to three people, filled in one of my grad scheme form things and read every single bloody email in someone else's account - methinks i need a life ( Read more... )

Woo Hoo - finally got this thing sorted - geez maybe its just me but i really couldnt be arsed finding my way around this bloody thing... i'll figure it out later ( Read more... )