Overdue ***LONG***

[angela_herself]

Is it weird I use this Journal mostly if I want to rant? That's just bizarre... Anywho, Jeremy and I have had an interesting past few months. I think I've learned an insane amount about myself in the last 6 months, why I do things, why I'm made some of the decisions I've made, why I've done many things I wished I hadn't... 4 months ago if you asked

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[paintballguru]

I’m bad at putting thoughts into words, so this is probably going to wind up rather rambly, but I don’t think I’ll be able to concentrate at work till I respond to this, so here goes

[paintballguru]

Was over the limit, had to split this into two comments haha. Continued

[angela_herself]

Josh, that is without a doubt, the most beautiful thing anyone has ever said to me! How can I possibly tell you how much I love you, your heart, your soul, your personality, you're just the most amazing friend! Where would I be if I didn't have such a wonderful friend in my life!? I cried as I read your response, tears of joy and relief. We've all gone through terrible things in our lives, sometimes things that we are incredibly ashamed of, whether we should be or not, we've all felt how awful that feels but nothing could compare to the overwhelming joy and encouragement you feel when someone understands, accepts, and loves you regardless of all of those things and sometimes even because of them. That is what unconditional love is and to find someone who can do that is truly the biggest gift anyone could receive. It's so unbelievable rare, in fact, honestly I can say I've never met anyone like you, who possesses that kind of a soul. You could ask any one of our friends and they would say the same thing, I know because it's something

[paintballguru]

Aw, thank you girl, you don't know how much it means to me to hear you say all that thing. I'm sitting here smilin like a fool :)

I'm not a very good editor but I'd love to read whatever you've got anyways.

What e-mail do you use these days, so I can put you and Mike in touch?

I agree, we really do need to stay in touch better! Is your number still the same as it was awhile ago/do you text often? That and Facebook messaging are pretty much the easiest ways for me to stay in touch with people these days lol.

[maura_titania]

Call me when you see this!