It's definitely been a little while since my last post. A lot has happened! We have a great place now, AWAY from Jeremy's family for awhile! Jeremy's parents are seriously some of the most difficult people to have a relationship with. It's just strange. I've never had a problem in that way before... But that's not important I guess ( Read more... )

Is it weird I use this Journal mostly if I want to rant? That's just bizarre... Anywho, Jeremy and I have had an interesting past few months. I think I've learned an insane amount about myself in the last 6 months, why I do things, why I'm made some of the decisions I've made, why I've done many things I wished I hadn't... 4 months ago if you asked ( Read more... )

I love being healthy!! You never realize how much you stop being able to do when you're sick until you're healthy and you can just keep going:) I guess I never realized how long it's been since I've been on a strong medication that was geared specifically to combat my Systemic JRA. The last time I was able to be on a consistent medication like ( Read more... )

I have no where else to rant so I'll rant here. Recently Jeremy and I moved into his parents house to help out with some of their finances (they live in a huge house but can't afford it, what the heck is the point?? Also they have some extreme debt) So we rent an apartment in their basement. It's actually quite nice, bigger then our last home and ( Read more... )

Well I knew at some point things would have to get better. Honestly from about october of last year until about june has been some of the toughest in my life. In all ways but mostly emotional. I had an amazing amount of stress on me but finally I feel relieved. Don't get me wrong my life is always a work in progress but I finally feel peaceful. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm having a particularly stressful day which I can't really attribute to anything other then myself. I hate that the mind has the ability to drift off into places it shouldn't be. My frustration shouldn't really be minimized to just today, however. As most people on facebook know, I took my marriage status off from married to single and then off ( Read more... )

Okay how do I start this... This journal entry is written by someone that, at the moment, is horribly confused and angry. I am trying not to be emotional and I am trying to do the best I know how for my son. I can endure anything for him ( Read more... )

I'm just 21. If you guys only knew how different your life is than mine. Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like to have grown up just like everyone else, to have been in school with everyone, to feel like the most pressing issue on my plate was a homework assignment or a test that I didn't study for. I wonder what it would have been like ( Read more... )

Finally transferred to the U of I, definitely waited too long to put the request in! I've decided to take all mid-semester classes which might be the death of me but I did it to myself so I can't complain ( Read more... )

Sad day. It's really difficult to have a professional distance between clients when you're working with youth that nobody wants. It's hard not to beat a parent when they throw out their 16 year old daughter onto the streets with no where to go, no food to eat, no clothes to wear, and no money to live. As a parent, I can't look into my child's eyes ( Read more... )