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I made a new livejournal.
This one's real fucking depressing.
Get @ meh.

it's like you almost force it upon me to fall in love with you. like you want me to like you so much or at least find the littlest interest in you that you'd do anything for it to happen. things don't work that way. when i'm not 100% sure about what i want so that i don't go and do something stupid and confuse things even more, you make it like i'm ( Read more... )

Today was very nice. I went over Keith's which was unexpected. We watched 'The Squid and the Whale' which was funny, haha. Poor little masterbating drunk ten year old then we watched the end of Shawshank Redemption. We went for a walk, and he showed me his grandparents and uncle's grave. I'm glad him and I can hangout and have fun again without it ( Read more... )

writing in my livejournal.

I'm kinda happy right now, I don't know whats going on with anything anymor... but sometimes that's alright :) Today I bought a $44.00 purse, which is fucking amazing. Demi's going to be mad at me cause I didn't save any $ for the show tomorrow, but Matt said he'd buy me mine and I could pay him back. My face still hurts from Ricky throwing that ( Read more... )

Alright awesome. Yesterday was a bad day, like a bad day where bad, reoccuring events just keep happening. I haven't had one of those in awhile. So, it started off by just family things, stupid shit. Matt calls, and says we're all going to the movies. Ok, cool. So I tell my aunt to bring me over, and I call him to ask him where I should be dropped ( Read more... )

Here's to all the girl
who used to be his number one.
The one who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed..again. The one who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened.  ( Read more... )

"there are two kinds of secrets: those we keep from others, and the ones we hide from ourselves ( Read more... )

i laugh at my own jokes, and post them in livejournal

WALK THE SEA: your ass
WALK THE SEA: has nothing to do
WALK THE SEA: with livejournal

my ribs, elbow, shoulder, and eyeballs hurt.
uh..goodnight?