I tried to be the one that everybody loved ( Read more... )

So I'm in Savannah, GA and I've started classes at SCAD. Things are going pretty well except for being really broke and having to spend like $300 on art supplies and buy textbooks that are like $50-$100.  I've made a few friends and stuff but I really miss you all back home. I should be heading back to NH on November 21st. I feel very out of the ( Read more... )

Saying goodbye is always the hardest part.

Group tattoo on Wednesday. Probably gonna get kicked out of my house as soon as my parents see it lol. Guess we'll see how long I can hide it for. I may be looking for a place to live during break or when I'm back over summer depending on how serious my parents are about their threat. I leave for Savanna, GA. Thurdsay at 7 a.m. so Wednesday is my ( Read more... )

I'm so fed up with everyone around me
(No one seems to care)
I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change
(I'll never be the same)
It's always do this, do that,
Everything they want to
I don't want to live that way
Every chance they get they're always
Pushin me away
It's never enough
No it's never enough
No matter what I say
It's never enough
No it's never ( Read more... )

 I don't give a fuck
I'm not afraid of the worst
I'm the sheep who lost his way
Still looking for it everyday
I'll face neglect every curse you wish to throw at me
I can't see through your eyes
What do you see? a disgrace? another lie?
Today I'll start being perfect. Cut you open to expose your insides
Cut you open expose your insides
And I'm taking you on
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Oh, fuck it all!
Sick of being sick and tired, sick of understanding
Tired of feeling sick to my stomach
Demons inside command me
They're saying crush it, break it, smash it
Fuckin' kill 'em all!
Laugh as it falls away
I won't dodge another silver bullet
Just to save a little face
How many people really care?
How many will be standing?
I'll light the match, ( Read more... )

 It's days like this I wish that I, wish that I had stayed asleep
It's times like these that make it so difficult to be
The light at the end, the crack in the sky
there's no promise for release
No way for me to get away
And all I'm trying to do is breath

Days like this I really wish, I really wish I wasn't me
It's times like this that make it hard, makes ( Read more... )

I remember when all the games began
Remember every little lie and every last goodbye
Promises you broke, words you choked on
and I never walked away,
it's still a mystery to me

Well I'm so empty
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me
Well you're so unclean
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me

The lying, the ( Read more... )

You don't understand me,
and you probably never will
I got a tendency to self destruct,
and a soft spot for the filth
A hair trigger temperament,
a switchblade for a tongue
I'm a walking one-man genocide
with a black belt in corrupt

I'm a jinx, a curse, some say, "the worst"
I'm a savage, rabid beast
I've been called so many fucking things,
it doesn't affect ( Read more... )