fuck!

[angelbabe143]

Ok so right now I don't even know what the fuck im going to do. Matt made the decision to stop smoking weed for me becuase he knows i don't like it. He had the option of still doing it as long as he didn't tell me but he thought he would feel dishonest so he told me he wouldn't do it! Well today at work i get a voice mail from him goes like this

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[izzies]

hey hun, at least he told u and watns to talk about it.. remember to find the silver lining :)

much love
izzy

p.s. i miss you girl we need to chill or sumthin man, at least alk and catch ya kno...

[nutbush]

I don't know what would make me feel more guilty.. being able to smoke and not be up front about it or saying "I quit" just to end up having a girl losing all trust in me. I went through this kind of thing with my first "relationship" girlfriend when I was 13. I was also experiencing weed then and she was finding out because I would get all stupid during some of the ten hours everyday we spent on the phone. We had the love thing going strong, so, my smoking rarely got in between anything important in the relationship and it stayed like that for two long years until I moved to Nashua. I never knew why she didn't take my smoking personal since she never has and says she never would try it. I tell people she was my favorite girlfriend I ever had not because she accepted me for smoking, or because she was beautiful, or because we were fully commited to eachother without ever even tasting sex; she was the best in my book because she understood that everything we go through in High School becomes the ideals we take with us into adulthood.

[angelbabe143]

Mike I love you! LOL you always have such good advice and a good out look on everything! I wanna be like Mike when i grow up! :) thanks buddy, your always a lot of help!!