So I basically forgot entirley that this website even existed. Well, not only does it exist but its still up. Im surprised tho I shudn't be. Curious also. Who still has one out there that I know and might possibly see this? If you do comment and let me know.

life is very wierd ive decided. common sense statement i know, but i was thinking bout it. we just never know how things are going to work out even when we have the ability to make the best, most possibly educated guesses. just very, very strange. thoughts..?

i hate valentine's day. its like the one national day that couples get to rub in single people faces how in love they are and how great things are for them. fuck this shit.

i hate just getting annoyed and being angry and noit being able to do shit bout it. just grrr.. fuckin grr man..

so done trying to be nice.

So i really dont get how it happened. Everything is pretty much fine though and im still here. So. I'm gunna keep on keepin on and do the best that I can and do whatever it is I'm here to do.

you know, ive realised that there really isn't anything for me here. what sucks is that I want to transfer, but I don't know of anywhere I could actually get into, isn't that sad. Maybe it's best to just leave, start working and save up money to do what I wanna do instead. Nothing wrong with being self taught right?

Som Im curious... Who still sees this?

Isaiah

So i have never been then scarred/worried/just utterly terrified in my entire life......

So i totally haven't posted anything on this in a long, long while. I bet that if anyone even reads this that they probably forgot I even had one of these. But yeah, today has definatley been one of the worst days in awhile. Awhile being probably the last two years and some change. I dunno. I remember Livejournal being something that people always ( Read more... )