sooo....

why does God allow us to get hurt? does that mean that he cannot control how people feel? that feelings are beyond his control? i don't want to believe that. but slowly, i'm beginning to think that the heart is the matter that even God cannot control.

i need meeeee some motivatioooonnnn and inspiratioooonnnn.....
i mean it.
i mean it.
i mean it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's very hard to balance what your mind tells you from what your heart tells you. which one is right? "the one that brings happiness" short-term vs. long-term... the easy-way vs. the hard-way... the short-cut vs. the long-road-ahead...safe vs. adventurous...taking a risk vs. holding back... and what happens if it isn't reciprocal ( Read more... )

i feel like i haven't actually put anything up regarding good things in life... So, I want to take a moment to just say a couple of great things in my life currently because I want to remember the good things ( Read more... )

the only question that's bothering me is: can i accept the past? the idea drives me crazy. but i know that in order to progress to the next level, that's something that i have to be okay with. i like the way that things are going and for once i'm not too freaked out because this is a good, slow pace. but really... how do you accept the past ( Read more... )

ever notice that when you have a million things to do, people seem to add more instead of helping you to alleviate the stress and lessening the load ( Read more... )

i've learned that no matter how much I've grown and changed... the things that remain are my views regarding friendship, happiness, forgiving and forgetting ( Read more... )

1.) fine. be depressed. i don't even know why i bother trying to cheer you up if my efforts will be wasted on you forgetting the good things in life. it's just a girl. you'll bounce back. two years of moping is more than enough time of being depressed. i get that you're upset. i'm not saying you have to move on, but you have to realize that ( Read more... )

ohhh... my poor heart and all the parting it has to do with all the clothes i have acquired over the years... and also the sentiments that i've had to slowly say my goodbyes to. i've noticed a heavy weight lifted off my shoulders as i allowed myself to let go of things from the past. -nothing drastic, i'm trying to clean things up -i'm not crazy ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm a bitch because I have high expectations in terms of a significant other. I'm sure a lot of other girls feel the same way as I do, but I'll probably be one of the only ones who can admit it: I want to find someone that's driven. Someone who actually wants a lot more out of life than to just party every night. Yes, I want someone ( Read more... )