if i thought of you once, twice, three times this week... what does it mean??? did you think of me too ( Read more... )

It's funny how it used to be so easy for me to sit down and let my emotions type itself out. And now it just seems so much harder to express everything all out on a blank canvas. Looking at past entries makes me see that there are things about me that have matured and found its way to adult-hood. And that there are some things that will never ( Read more... )

maybe there is a second chance...

am i obsessed with the idea of finding "the one" that i don't even really know if he has come or if i am just straight up trying to fill an emptiness inside? tell me that it's real. there's sparks and a connection. there's good times and that nice feeling when someone thinks of you. but is there "magic?" i just don't know.

sometimes you know exactly what you want and sometimes, you're pretty confused. sometimes what is right in front of you just doesn't seem to be great but the minute that it walks away, it became everything that you had dreamt about and more. what's going on with that? how did it happen? to suddenly go from everything to nothing or from nothing ( Read more... )

are they true because that's what you want to believe or it's just real??? sometimes you want to believe in it but then there's the whole thing between wondering if it's fate/destiny or if YOU make those choices and make it happen :D ( Read more... )

July 6, 2006 • Thursday ( Read more... )

23 with a Masters. i'm young, i'm educated and i keep a low-profile... everything else that i don't have... i'll leave it up to the higher-being to determine. for now, i am content. thank you.

my room is clean... my binders started and in order... i have a project to-do list for restless nights to make it even more productive. i've kept and made good friends from 2005 and there's nothing like the feeling of accomplishment from the projects that i started and finished over winter break ( Read more... )

woke up early, went to church early with the family (love those kids!!), saw some extended family, had time to run errands, went to the gym (which i haven't done in a long time!) and got on the damn stair climber! (yessss... my buttocks are now sore), and came home to pamper myself with a long hot shower... i'm excited to be home so that my nicely ( Read more... )