I guess I'm a slacker in posting... just really haven't felt like it. ALOT has been going on things I wasn't really willing to share with everyone yet until i knew it was going to happen. The past 6 well actually close to 8 months now I've been working with doctors and diet plans and nutritionists... all to get enough information to pacify the ( Read more... )

Send me your answers if you would please ( Read more... )

First off THANK YOU to everyone who made my birthday special! I love you guys! (21 plus 7 years experience... lol) Honestly to my surprize my brithday has been one of the few things that has made me happy recently. I didn't think it was going to, I thought it would have just been another nail in the coffin for all that has been going on and all ( Read more... )

Feeling very aggitated right now. I'm not sure exactly why. I had a decent day at work, though all week depsite actually getting decent sleep lately I've been insanely tired and sluggish at work... I mean seriously if I stopped too long I felt as if I closed my eyes I'd pass out. I had dinner at Elisabeth and Reinhard's place too meet Kato the cat ( Read more... )

OMG attempt #3!!!!!!!! SO yeah I'm stressed Doc called with issues in my blood work... I'm going to a specialist... if they can't figure it out I may have to have my bone marrow looked at... scared about that... this is all before 8:15AM! work was insane today 4 hours in cell culture with multiple issues... 3 hours on day two of a staining that ( Read more... )

"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake...I don't love him and winter just wasn't my season..."
Well it's actually oh 2:31 AM but I just got home from the gym a few minutes ago. Yes I said the gym... I left for the gym just after 12 AM. It was kinda erie actually... barely anyone there... they had no music going... creapy... but I put in my ear ( Read more... )

I dunno exactly what to write here cause what I need to get out the whole world doesn't need to know. I'm not even sure if my freinds need to hear it. SO I'm just writing cause I feel the urge to well purge so to speak... thoughts not food. LOL *grunt*  Alright well I think I'm gonna go work out some frustrations at the gym... I may update if I don ( Read more... )

Okay... so most of you should know by now I've been like insanely sick this week... Well I am feeling ALOT better. Still weaker than hell and have a nagging oh so lovely cough. But better none the less. However I've been virtually cooped up in my apartment since last friday night. I am loosing my mind! Yeah atfirst it wasn't so bad I felt like shit ( Read more... )

I am sick... Though I am getting better alot better. I've been sick since friday. Saturday night my temp was up around 103.0, my throat hurt so bad I couldn't swallow and coughing would make me cry... so sunday I went into the urgent care clinic and proceded to have a battery of lovely tests... 2 chest x-rays (that looked "fluffy"), cbc, strep ( Read more... )

That is an away message that one of my freinds currently has up... I almost laughed cause I so have been thinking the same thing lately. Granted my life isn't all that hard MOST of the time, but the past 5 years have proven to be a real challenge for a majority of the time. I'm really glad February is almost done with. I swear each year that passes ( Read more... )