School’s been good lately ,Were going to go see an opera tomorrow in Santurce for our Humanities class. I’m so excited to go .It’s in Italian. I’ve enver seen an opera before. It’s a seniors only activity. Should be lots of fun.I’ve basically been doing really good, a little bad in pre-calculus, but my effort is definetly showing in my work. But ( Read more... )

Well, I'm officially off grounding...but mom says it'll be a while till I get all my  priveleges back. I feel so awful. Things are so messed up.Sometimes i feel like they hate me so bad...Like behind my back they're secretly cursing my very existence...like they can hardly believe that I could mess up so much. It makes me so sad. But it's all my ( Read more... )

I didn't think it was possible, and a few days ago, the state I was in, I just beleived completely that I had no hope. But surprisingly enough, things have  been getting better...ALOT better. Mom and I fought...alot but through our screaming and loud bickering, we managed to get our points across. She hasn't mentioned Bryan even once. And maybe for ( Read more... )

I feel so  guilty. I have this lump in my throat that won't go away... i feel like I'm just gonna lose it...,I just feel so awful. i just feel so empty,so hollow on the inside. I just hate this so much. It's all my fault. . And in the end, this is all MY FAULT. i FEEL SO GUILTY i FEEL LIKE I'm suffocating. Like someone is grabbing my throat and ( Read more... )

myspace message I just sent to Bryan:

Hey , I just got home and I needed to tell you this be4 I go to sleep. I don't understand what's been up with you lately. Ever since they day we went out, you've been acting strange and weird. You've been too quiet,and when I talk to you ,you always sound mad on the phone. I know you don't mean it but it still ( Read more... )

Just got back a little while ago from seeing Resident Evil Three. It was just  Gina,Daniel,Joey and I . The movie was really good, but I wouldn't say it was great. For me, it was missing that special something to make it wow. But I still liked it.there was this really annoying duschebag sitting next to me who kept talknig till I finally just had to ( Read more... )

I'm so sorry I haven't posted. It's just that things have been a little more than crazy around here. I had such an amazing time on the cruise. Oh,and in case you didn't know, yes I left on a 7 day cruise called Adventure of the Seas. And had the most fantastic time.I met such amazing ppl, saw the most beautiful places. I got to go to Barbados,St. ( Read more... )

I think that it's that time again...Another ass whooping from Fred.Things have really gotten from bad, too ultimatum worse.See, mom was supposed to go today to meet Bryan's mom and talk to her about this whole situation...then mom said ok,then no, then ok,then no. And then mom started talking with grandma on the phone about meeting  her and from ( Read more... )

Well, I didn't do as well on my pre-calculus test as I thought I would. I got a 77%. And you know what? I would've done 10 times better if it weren't for making the most dumb ass mistakes! What happened was, i messed up mostly with the negative positive sign things. I confused alot of the signs and that ended messing up my results. Damnit little ( Read more... )

Bryan came to my church on friday. He brought his grandmother with him. She was soo nice.I had a really nice time. Even though on the inside I felt like shit.Earlier that day, Mom got really mad at me because I had invited him to church. She said that bringing him to church woul give me a bad reputation,considering the previous bf's I had invited ( Read more... )