so basically lets recap my life for the past hmmm 5 yrs or so my ex husband stole my son and fled the state the cops wont do anything cuz we r still legally married i now have a 6 yr old daughter who is gorgeous who saddly has never met her brother my life is shit i live in another state that i hate and im homeless wit the exception of this crappy ( Read more... )

Ok so its been a loooooonngg time since i wrote well anything on here kinda fall off the planet alot these days. Any ways i have an issue wit my boy friend sadly i think he is gay now dont get me wrong like being gay isnt a bad thing jus if he is y is he even wit me in the first place? I cant stand half of the things he says like for example he wi ( Read more... )

i havent wrote in a while for got my password......well just wanted to say my life still sucks if it wasnt for me having a beautiful son iwould fucking kill myself since no one cares anyways

 ya its me agian the girl with a sad heart and mind. you see i was always miss understood. its just me. my passion is gone i am now a married woman who is 20 and has a son all because i am weak. i thought love was there but i was mistaken and now i am married to some one who thinks i am just some girl there to clean and cook for him how did i get ( Read more... )

Not sure what to write about...i have fucked up a lot.....espically here lately.... i dont know what to do..... i feel like i am going fuckin insane..... maybe i am.... life sucks but then u die right? i hate this world.... im a not sure what to say or write....im trying to keep this positive shit flowing threw my head...but yet i keep gettin stuck ( Read more... )

uh i dont know what to do...i am in love and yet the person i love is a dick at times...he doesnt talk to me... he doesnt listen to me ....he made me cry.....no one makes me cry....my mom dont even do it any more.... what the fuck can i do? u wanna fuckin know whats been going on in my life....well lets see tony my 1st boy friend...the one who ( Read more... )

I am losing in this game....i have no one but my self to blame.....i was beginning to be happy agian.... to open my heart and let another in...... but in the shadows of my heart.....you are ripping it out and tearing it apart.....i want you and u cant see how much i would give..... to just be with you for a moment in this life i live..... but you ( Read more... )

i dont get it....i am confused and bitchy for no reason.......i dont know why....i guess i am trying to prove a point..... that my life sucks so im gonna take it out on others......what is wrong with me? i am too fucked up for my own good....... maybe i am pregnant agian....lol...thats funny i haven't had sex with a guy since last april......i ( Read more... )

happy valentines day!!!! yea that was kinda lame to say but i said it ....and what? i dont give a shit who says its gay....even though it is.....i will still say happy valentinesday....because i can ...... and if you dont like it then u can kiss my ass!.......cuz i am sooooo sweet! any ways....well life kinda got shitty the last few weeks ...... ( Read more... )

i am sad today....very depressed....and lonely....i know the cause but there is nothing i can do about it.....i am missing some one very dear to me.....i cant state who cuz it will only make me cry...... i love him dearly...... even though he isn't here...... i am sick....i need to go home.....to rest my werrie head and wollow in my self hatedred ( Read more... )