why do ppl lie? why does every 1 say i am pretty? i know it is not true...i hate every thing about my self........and yet you dont.....i make my self gag when i look in the mirror...and yet you still say i am gorgeous? i dont get it what do you see? i see every thing i cant be....and it drives me crazy....i want to skinny and i want to be pretty... ( Read more... )

life makes me wander if it is worth living some times...like every thing i go through doesnt matter. like i am just suffering for no reason....i get tourchered and yet i still torrcher my self.....its hard not to.......do i deserve it? why am i here? why was i brought to this cold place to be loved by parents who are incapealbe of loveing any one ( Read more... )

why is every 1 trying to fuck me up in this life? i mean look i am 17 years old i will be 18 soon i cant deal with ppl telling me they love me and want to go back out agian.......this has been the hell week..... it is the ex boyfriend week........look i loved a bunch of ppl but just because i loved you befor doesnt mean i still do...if i call to ( Read more... )

ok where was i like i said he wiped my eyes gave me a kiss and said he loved me.....and he did love me there never was a dought in my mind......but drugs can make you think something wrong is something right.....jerimiahs drugs of choice where....crank, cocain,and herowin......the drugs i did where because of him...all my friends think it was just ( Read more... )

well where i ended yester wasn't the end..........after he raped me he gave me a kiss and wiped my eyes and said he loved me.............i will finsh the rest of the story laters!!!

cricket

this life sucks, I dont know why, why do i seem like the only one to suffer i was a pretty cool and normal person once i dont know what has happened to me.....it's like every thing goes wrong..... my life turned to hell after a young age i am trying to cope with it all but i keep heading in the same direction.....i dont want pitty i dont even need ( Read more... )

you know who i am talking to the one who got away!! if i was your every thing? and you loved me so much why did you hurt me ( Read more... )

i hate this messed up life it sucks and it drives me nuts. i feel like all this crap is happening only to me....all this bad stuff and nothing to do about it makes me sick...i have an ex. who i think about day in and day out he is (at least) i use to think he was my every thing, i still think about him all the time....any ways i am going to biz- ( Read more... )