i am pretty sick of finding things that I like to do most of the time and if I work hard can get some decent skills at.  Where the hell are my talents? I am 26 1/2 years old, with 1 and three 1/2 kids.....is it possible to actually have no talents?  Am i doomed to go through life being able to acquire many skills with a ton of hard work and ( Read more... )

Oh yeah and I found out the other day that my claim that blogging/writing things down helps me work through them is actually scientific fact!  See, I knew science and didn't know it!

I guess putting things into words takes you from your emotional mind into your rational mind just by forming the words and describing what's going on.

SO there

Since I am still not ready to really lead the rest of my life acquaintances to the public blog that is mymarriage/anxiety/booby baby galore, I will share here that I have been working there.  YEah, I know I'm never around here, but sue me I keep up on facebook and when I feel like blogging I blog honest stuff that I hope will help someone on blurty ( Read more... )

I feel like all my relationships are going to hell.  They are the last thing to go surprisingly- financial ruin, emotional ruin, messy marriage, and now slowly losing contact with my family and friends.  It was inevitable I know, I'm really working on trying to get better and start to piece my life back together, but I feel like by the time I get ( Read more... )

I have decided to attempt to blog about my anxiety, and after much consideration, decided my other blog was a more appropriate place.  But if you are interested in reading what I have to say about my struggles with anxiety (until I get bored with it or forget about it or give up on it), will be in my usual spot: http://www.blurty.com/users/ ( Read more... )

 On a random note I think I have become the crazy bitchy old lady! Some crazy person has been laying on their horn right outside my apartment window and the first time I was just getting home with Cleave so I ran out there irate and she was already backing away so I stood and watched her drive away and it looked like she was drunk so I wished I ( Read more... )

I am so proud, I made a product and have sold one (and soon many more!)

Alright, I was gonna post a pic, but I'll just post a link!  LOOK AT THESE!

Now, all I have to do is sell all like 10 pairs, I'll profit....almost $20! Lol, i do have some leads though...and I can't quit typing in purple underlines.....well, the first one really is a link!!

I think being a mom is turning me into a hippy....or maybe I was turning before but now it's just that much closer.  Baby and I have been at home, transitioning from the diaper service to washing our own dipes...and acquiring enough diapers to do so without washing every day...my goal is to wash every third day (since it's so expensive with paying ( Read more... )

 I've been doing this and not much else except a lot of cleaning and baby-rearing.  I put in my notice at work on Monday, in an e-mail to the effect of "when my leave is done I'm not coming back, yeah that's a shitty thing to do, sorry and good luck."  Yeah, I left quite suddenly on FMLA leave on a wednesday and that was supposed to end on Feb 1st ( Read more... )

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That's all I have to say