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angeldustbaby Dec 25, 2009 17:53

Still. Want. Him.
Any wonder I can't let myself accept anyone else.

I'm having a pretty depressed day today. It's been like it for two weeks but today seems harder. Possibly the fact that I drank last night and hardly slept at all. But I miss my mum. I want everything to go back to how it was and I'm really worried shell never want to see me again. Or see isobelle. Isobelle loves her nanna to pieces. And she doesn' ( Read more... )

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angeldustbaby Nov 29, 2009 21:19

I don't know if it was simply just my loneliness. But when he came to the door tonight I thought of what we used to be. I missed him.

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angeldustbaby Nov 24, 2009 23:17

So I've just come back from canberra where I spent the weekend with my father. All I can say really is fuck i'm glad to be home. My father is the most obnoxious opinionated annoying excuse for a human being I know. He gives me the absolute creeps. I don't think of him as my father. He's a stranger to me. And thus when he tries to give me a hug or ( Read more... )

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angeldustbaby Oct 05, 2009 14:29

Mums test results aren't real good. Her markers are way up again so they're sending her off for more tests tomorrow. It sounds so selfish but I don't know how I'm going to cope if it all happens again.

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angeldustbaby Sep 12, 2009 18:48

most of the shit i write in here is friends only
if you don't want to know about it. don't be reading it. it's really that simple.

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angeldustbaby Jul 14, 2009 13:01

so i'm kinda fucked off.
his gf just had their baby
and it fucks me off

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angeldustbaby Jun 22, 2008 07:38

my little girl has gone to perth today with her nanna. without me
5 days. the longest i've been without her is 2 nights. and even then she was only around the corner
i'm a bit sad today

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angeldustbaby May 03, 2008 21:44

I'm just really tired at the moment. It's a physiological and pyschological tiredness. Isobelle will not sleep in her own bed for an entire night. ever. she'll come up to my room anywhere from around midnight, and she'll climb into my bed and go straight back to sleep. But once she does this i dont sleep. She wedges herself up against me and i'm ( Read more... )