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[angeleyes5585]

~ I love you too Amanda! ~

~ i hope you arent madd but i wrote in alans journal but i wanted to give him a piece of my mind...lol and im wonderin if thats y in ur journal u put courtney i love you...lol. but i hope things are better b/w u n him now. i kno, well i dont kno, but i can deff see how hard it is for you to deal wit him bein over seas and

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[the1uwant2bwit]

~*yeah thats why i wrote it i love u in my journal ~ he just wasnt understanding where i was coming from at all!!! ~ he understands now ~ we talked about it and everything & things r good ~ it sux cuz i mean him and i have fought before but its different with him so far away ~ its not like i can get a hug or a kiss when things r better ~ ya know wut i mean? ~ i cant wait to see him get off that plane ~ its gonna be hard to put him back on one two weeks later ~ but he'll be going to georgia not to iraq ~ hopefully he'll turn his cell back on so i can call him ~ he had it last time which was good ~ and i can go visit him down there if i want to ~ i miss him so much ~ it sux!!! ~ the days cant go by fast enough ~ he left august 6th ~ its hasnt even been two months yet & now im even more worried bout him cuz hes going to baghdad for almost 3 wks & its horrible there right now ~ hes already been shot once and luckily he wasnt hurt i dont want nething else to happen to him ~ well i love ya girl ~ give the cell a ringy ding ding sometime ~

[angeleyes5585]

~ omg r u serious! he got shot! oh man hes a lucky guy he wasnt killed! im jus glad that now things are good bw u 2. i felt bad after i wrote in his journal cuz i didnt want to cause drama but it was sumthin that needed to be said. i do understand where he said he had to raise his bro but hes bro isnt so dependent on him ya kno? come on now i have 2 bros and 2 sisters, i helped with them alot. but see now i have help cuz cameron is always gettin passed around bw my siblings my parents and grandparents but u dont have a break i can tell. i kno that once alan walks off that plane all your fears and worries will go away. and when u guys get married and have more kids, it will be perfect n your life will be complete ~