~ Around turkey day the news we got shocked us all. my cuz was takin a shower n past out...could have been cuz the water was too hott. but when he came to, he was vomiting what looked like red jello (not tryin to be gross) so he went to the hospital and they told him he has leukemia!!!!!! hes in his 20's n it sux. he finished his kemo n he is SO ( Read more... )

~ today went well i suppose. went to joshs aunts and saw ray and his girlfriend and her daughter, interestin situation. as katy knows. but food was good and now im tired as hell ( Read more... )

ok so alots been goin on since i last updates this shyt. Camerons 2 and Lacey is 4 months. all is well with them and in that area ( Read more... )

~ in the past like 2 entries i said i wasnt gonna say who the mystery person ive been talkin to was cause it will cause drama...but what do ya kno these stupid ass bitches who only want drama start shyt saying "y u talkin to my man?" fuck ya man! im talkin to chris...someone i met from millbury way bac when i was like 13. my cousin was datin justin ( Read more... )

~ i find it so funny how i talked to someone and they had to start so much shyt. omg if i wanted tha drama in my life id just watch laguna beach!! get ova urself he doesnt want n e part of you...he has me and thats all he needs. i pleased him plenty then and ill do it again so deal with it ( Read more... )

Well my daughter was born on July 12th 2005 after being in labor for 2 hrs, pushed for 5 min. lol she was 7lbs 7 ounces 19 3/4 inches long. shes such a peanut. 2 months old today and she hasnt even gained a full lb from her birthweight. shes only 8lbs and shes havin problems. the dr said she has a heart murmer which is common but what isnt is the ( Read more... )

~ oh lordy one more month till my due date! its so nuts. i have a whole list of things that will happen after i have the baby. im lined up for 3 surgeries...two on my bac and on my rite knee. so hopefully now ill be better and able to do what i love to do w/o the pain ( Read more... )

~ It sux how i havent been on here in a while but what sux even more is the fact that someone who i cared for, someone who i grew up with, have known since elementary school was taken on 6*8*05. All i can remember is gettin a phone call from my friend danielle and havin her tell me that someone was shot next to joshs grams buildin wed mornin sent a ( Read more... )

~ haha amanda i didnt realize that much tyme went by. lol ( Read more... )

~ today i almost got killed by a bipolar lady who lost her perscription and i decided to help her so we looked like all over the mall and the meds ended up being in the middle of the street! she was NUTS! FUCK THIS FUCK THAT IM GONNA FUCKIN KILL SOMEONE! i was like woah killa merry christmas ( Read more... )