I've been thinking a lot lately, and I've come to the conclusion that I need to take a sort of hiatus. From everything and most everyone. Its not like I'm upset with anyone, I just feel the need to make some big changes in my life, and I can't do that if I continue to put myself in the same environments that I'm in now. Because its becoming ( Read more... )

I miss you.
I love you.
Happy Birthday.

So, tomorrow is really, really gonna suck. It will officially be one year since my brother died. Its odd, but I can still remember every detail of hearing about it, but I still can't remember getting home from work or much of anything from the rest of that day. I wish I could forget the phone call, the way my dad sounded when he told me Mark died ( Read more... )

So, I'm talking with my dad on the phone this afternoon, and I asked him if he and Mom were going to come to the Chrysalis hoot on Saturday. He said no, and told me they were going to Florida tomorrow. I was like, what for? And he told me that they had sold my grandparents' property, and the kids(and by kids I mean my mom and all of her siblings) ( Read more... )

I really wanna know how it is possible to be so excited about the thought of talking to someone, and then once you talk with them, all they do is make you sad. Well, not really sad, just kind of confused as to why you even wanted to talk with them in the first place. Just a little warning to all you boys out there, be careful what you say to the ( Read more... )

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, most of the time, that's not such a good thing. But I think it has been this time. If this sounds emo at all, I honestly don't mean it to. Being that it is a new year, I made a decision about how I'm gonna live my life this year. Some might call this a "New Years resolution", but I don't want to call it ( Read more... )

I miss you...

Wow, I have had quite an interesting couple of weeks. Last weekend being the most interesting of all. Friday night, I went to my work's Christmas party, and the people I work with are truly insane once they get a couple of drinks in them(I suppose I am too, but we won't get into that!). The evening started off with my boss getting everyone gag ( Read more... )

Ok, so I know I'm a complete slacker for not updating in so long, but its been a crazy semester! But here's a quick recap on my life lately....school, work, more school, more work, oh and did I mention school? I swear I am the most boring 21 year old I know. My life consists of those two things and that's abt it, lol. Lemme tell you what tho.... my ( Read more... )

In case any of you guys out there were wondering, it is NOT ok to lead someone on in any way. I don't care if its in reference to a friendship, a dating relationship, or whatever. Its not cool. As a matter of fact, all it does is make you look like a complete loser, and make the object of your crappy behavior feel like a fool. I'm at the point ( Read more... )