I can't stop thinking ( Read more... )

Then on Sunday Angela came and picked me up and we hung out for the afternoon. We went to Ross and had a really great lunch at Einstein Bros. Pannini is the greatest food. I really like Angela ( Read more... )

My mom says I never really seemed happy in my life ( Read more... )

Gosh am I happy that exams are over ( Read more... )

I think I now know why I have such low self-esteem.  I use to think it was just Dad who didn't care, but thats just who he is. I know he doesn't show his feelings. I don't know why I expected so much more of you, mother. I now realize that you have put me down just as much throughout my life. You will always put me down. Maybe I am doing terrible ( Read more... )

reading old entries makes me miss bittersweet july.

BASIC ( Read more... )

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Why am I always treated like I am an insignificant creature in everybodys lives ( Read more... )