painfulness and 3/4. i staked my claim on you a long time ago. all the other bitches can go fuck themselves. i loved you, i love you, i'll always love you. and thats that.

so i've been readin the da vinci code again out of pure boredom. but today, i somehow lost it from the time i left my room at quarter to 7 to my way up to roth hall. it takes me about 5 or so minutes to get up to the fourth floor of roth hall from my room. but in that time frame, i somehow lost my book. how does one do that? so now i have to ( Read more... )

why do i miss you so fucking much right now. and if the person who knows its for them still isnt quite sure its really for them, then i quit. we barely talk anymore but when we do, i seem to be able to find that happy place again. but only for it to be taken away from me that quickly. maybe i just like that self inflicted pain. well whatever. i ( Read more... )

the officialness of my hatred for certain people are so fucking blatant that even a half dead, mute, deaf, parapaligic could sense. and if its still hard to read, give it a few days and i'll fucking have you pleading for me to stop. i'll fucking break your will to live.

so i have a little paper due on thursday. did i start? no of course not. in fact, i've yet to read the book even though i've already read so its basically just a memmory refresher. death of a salesman. saying the name always makes me want to vomit. boringest book evar! i have my math midterm on friday. hottness right there. and i start C block ( Read more... )

Let's play a game guys. Ask me any 4 questions and i have to answer them all truthfully unless i see that the question is too inappropriate to be posted on LJ. if thats the case then i'll email you the answers. non annoymos cus then the whole point of the game was just shat on. ok GOOOOO!!

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bars and clubs here suck. first place we went to was called the wave. they water down their vodka. and it took like forever and a day to get there. second place was just a local pub who dont card. good times. i miss CT and their clubs with nice chairs and floors that dont look shady. cus i swear if i fell for some reason, i'd just burn my clothes ( Read more... )

so school is good. took some time to get adjusted b/c of certain leavetakings certain people had to do from my life. understandable, unfair and lacked of good judgement, but still, understandable. now i have my little group of elites so i'm good with that whole deal and stuff. i wish i hadmy own bathroom though. some girls are just hygenically ( Read more... )

hurting a lot. will get over soon hopefully for my sake. lost, sad. somewhat aggrivated, confused, lonely, still a fucking fighter.