So I kind of feel like a bad ass right now. I woke up at Evans and left around 11:00am to come home and talk to Kate (my little brothers girlfriend). She had me and Brandon kind of worried. She had a breakdown on Monday and talked to her Mom for a while. Brandon wasn't sure what she talked about, but Kate seemed different. Like she was distancing ( Read more... )

 I need to watch things die. From a distance. Vicariously, I, live while the whole world dies. You all feel the same so, why can't we just admit it?

     I'm tired. Exhausted, really. Y'know what's funny? I saw a trap. I could've stopped myself. I walked right into it on purpose. People know stuff now that they shouldn't. Stuff no one else knew before. Stuff I never wanted anyone to know. It's actually kind of funny, and the timing is really ironic. But am I mad? Not at all. Should I be? Maybe ( Read more... )

     Okay, so I woke up today around 12. Felt kinda like shit... And played the drums for like, 2 hours, which really helped lol. I get a text from Megan around 4:30 asking me if I wanted to "get out of the house" and go to Christiana mall with her. Well, I had class so I told her that, and she went without me. I get to school and for whatever ( Read more... )

     So this chick, Alice I met at Shampoo finally started talking to me :P And she's pretty cool. We talked a little the other day and she is pretty cool. She's 20 years old and is going to F and M, majoring in History with a minor is psychology (smart, I like that :P) After that she says she wants to go into law school. She says law is so diverse ( Read more... )

     Today was fun ^_^. Adam's birthday was on Tuesday so he came over today and we had dinner. It was epic. Steak... Nom nom nom O.o and twice baked potatoes which are like my favorite side dish, and grilled shrimp. It was epic. I could hear my steak moo when I bit into it. Awesome XD. Then we had dessert, cake (made completely from scratch) which ( Read more... )

And how, since I have no other outlet, I will begin to get drunk XD

-It's all relative.

     Another dimension to my "theory" (which still needs lots of work :P). Acceptance. This doesn't fit with the "emotions" because it isn't really an emotion, it is more of an idea, and somewhat of a "key". However, From personal experience it seems impossible to reach "nirvana" without it. To reach the highest level, you have to first be able to ( Read more... )

     So like, my teacher said that if she's writing this text book, she would put my "theory" in it :DDD I'm like, really excited about that. I just gotta start my research and such to back it up. Also, I sent her an email last night asking if she had any ideas if it was possible for me to get a job in my field :P As an undergrad, she said I couldn ( Read more... )

Read these fucking lyrics. They are amazing. The song is called Lateralus, listen to it while reading the lyrics, it really is some deep stuff.

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
Red and yellow then came to be,
reaching out to me, lets me see.
As below so above and beyond I imagine,
drawn beyond the lines of reason.
Push the envelope ( Read more... )