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A difference.
There are two parts to thinking. There are the thoughts that are grounded in reality. These thoughts are the one's like "I work at ------ job" "I want to buy -------" "I am a -------- major at ------ university ( Read more... ) -
An amazing week ^_^
So it really has been an amazing week. It doesn't seem right that I've been talking to Fallon/seeing her almost exclusively for the last week. It's kinda crazy. But it still feels like we've known each other for a long time. We continue to talk, and every time we do, she impresses me. It's kinda crazy, because of how much a like we think. I ( Read more... ) -
A dream? Not that I'm complaining....
No, but it sure as hell felt like one. Last night was just.... Fucking amazing. I left my house to stop by and see Vic because she was home for once lol and saw her cat! Dojo! That thing is cute XD aww. I want it. Anyway. We talked a little bit and then I left to go see Fallon at work. She works at the Starbucks on Main ST and we were talking ( Read more... ) -
A surprise?
That today was awesome? And that I've been having nothing but awesome days recently O.o It's kind of epic XD So I woke up today and Megan, Brandon, Kate and I went to see How to Train Your Dragon. Which was decent. It was cute :P Also, I wanna ride a fucking dragon XD But after that we went to Michaels to get shirts and stuff to make "That ( Read more... ) -
An annoyance
So what the fuck is with the damn advertisements that pop up every time I sign on? I haven't really cared usually, because I could just close the window, but for the first time I actually had to watch the fucking ad. I'm like, really REALLY annoyed XD Also, I am kind of annoyed that I can't masturbate <.<;; Seriously, I can't watch porn like, ( Read more... ) -
I am not Buddha ^_^
"Buddha explained right speech as follows: 1. to abstain from false speech, especially not to tell deliberate lies and not to speak deceitfully, 2. to abstain from slanderous speech and not to use words maliciously against others, 3. to abstain from harsh words that offend or hurt others, and 4. to abstain from idle ch...atter that ( Read more... ) -
lol
I just remembered: "I'M SO BORED!!!!!! ...HUNGRY!!!! GAH!! BORED!!!" XD
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An ammendment.
So Vic wasn't making a mistake. She just doesn't care if we ever talk again. It really doesn't bother her. And well... I realized a lot on the way home after we decided to "be friends". A phrase came into my head. Something that will severed all my emotional ties... I'm not just saying that, either. I mean it. It's something I want to keep ( Read more... ) -
Last night... Wow...
So last night was... Insane... I asked Megan to buy me so liquor because I wanted to get fucked up XD and that's exactly what happened. I gave her some money and she bought half a fifth of Jack Daniels whiskey and a 6 pack of smirnoff for her. So the night starts off with me drinking the Jack straight from the bottle with no chaser XD this is ( Read more... ) -
Amazing
You will not get any details of tonight. This is all for me and the person I shared it with. I found someone who feels the exact same as I do. I don't feel alone anymore. It is the most intense, liberating and empowering feeling I have ever felt. There is no going back.
-It is ALL relative.