so good. <3

im again,putting someone else infront of myself. someone who is 'too lazy' to call me his girlfriend.
i have to make some rational choices.

i dont wanna do ANY of this,

anymore.
school.confusion.none of it.

oh.so.lets see ( Read more... )

'...i just dont want us to not be in each others lives.i wanna be there to see you graduate,everything.even if its your wedding,i want to be there.your my best friend.i know somebody will make you happy the way you deserve,they will.but i wanna be there as your best friend.i know we'll never be in a relationship again,it was a two way thing ( Read more... )

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do.

[daddy.]

few things ( Read more... )

so after i just posted more at the bottom of my last entry...thought id add on,

im not leaving the comfort of my house.unless its for work,physc. therapy,or girl time.and that is aaaaaaall.
or,a singular cup of coffee w that mike kid.onnnne.as friends.

SoCCeRboyECP 10: not to sound like a dick, but i like one of ur friends ( Read more... )

if he cant do communicate with me the way i need ( Read more... )