this isnt what was suppose to happen ( Read more... )

i dont even want to feel like that,ever again.
ever.

we should prob reeeeally talk about how im now an alchololiccccccc and fucking schooools starting,bad combo.bottle of vodka a night,and class.FUCCCKING WHHHAT.heres come BULLSHIT LIFE.
im drunk.
dude.its 830.and dark out.
god damn seasonal depression.im telling ya.

i went to cedar beach by myself and looooved every second.went in the water.and thought alot ( Read more... )

-jumping in the pool in undies at 3 in the afternoon ( Read more... )

this summer basically sucks balls.

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the only word in the whole freagin' vocab. that i can find to discibe how ive been feeling,
is,

lost.

i feel like my soul floated away and i just,
cant find it now.

virgina/dc/what have you july 10-13th with sarich for herpfer!!

daaaamien rice and fiona apple july 22nd.