So I hate going to my job, not because it is telemarketing but because it is JUST LIKE VAPAC. Boredom, trapped over money, wanting to succeed, wanting to do something, but having to sit, talk and watch the drama overflow. So I am looking for another job. Someone that worked with my honey works there now, how funny ( Read more... )

Me and Robbie had a huge fight last night ( Read more... )

Well, if you havn't noticed I am no longer in Sacramento ( Read more... )

This whole week has been hell ( Read more... )

I have turned.
With that little pocket in time, I live.
Safety, truth, comfort.

I fell.

My dad is a jackass.
My step mother has proven herself to never deserve my respect again.
She will never see me again.

My sister is moving in.
It is the best thing for us both, I think.

Life smiles on me.
Today was good.
Tommorrow will be too.

If anyone is sending their presents this season through the mail make sure to put a slip of paper with the from and to addresses in the box, what the box contains is a good idea too. I have seen too many of cute little care package tore apart and sold off just because it lost it's label and the person that sent it didn't slip any sign of who it was ( Read more... )

Cracking up, I break old habits with the same ways.
Methods the same, but the faces are different.
Some how it seems like a different world.

Have I changed or has the world?

Ever stare out at a fogged window, heat on your bare skin, and feel comfort rise over the cusp your emotional walls?

This thanksgiving I wasn't thankful.
But now, I am.
I met someone that has made me thankful for living.
Today, tommorrow and for another week or so, I'll live in this moment.

It isn't painful, and there is no to make it.
I am just happy to have these feelings back again.
Glorious random wonder in life touching me again.