well, i got thrown from my moms horse today. my back is killing me but other than that i am doing just fine. it was all my fault. i was being stupid and wanted to see what would happen if i would hop on bareback without any way to control the horse. no reins and no lead rope. just his mane. he doesn't have much mane to grab unto, let me tell ( Read more... )

i went to hawaii for my senior spring break. while going there i met this one girl that i thought would never give me the time of day, her name is autumn orem. we sat next to eachother on the way back to the ship and we talked for over an hour. it was very nice. we got to know eachother and became pretty good friends. she is a person i would ( Read more... )

i used to be different. so very different from the person that i have become. i used to think that some things mattered. like what people thought of the people i liked. i used to dwell on their thoughts and always thought of the future and how wonderful it would be with that person. they were all fairy tales. tales that i conjured up in my ( Read more... )

How to make a angelic_raven
Ingredients:

3 parts competetiveness

5 parts arrogance

1 part leadership
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of wisdom

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

How to make a steve-o
Ingredients:

3 parts intelligence

3 parts silliness

3 parts ego
Method:
Stir together in a ( Read more... )

well, i am so tired right now, i can hardly think, nor type. nothing really new in my life. was over at wendy's house tonight chilling. it was rather fun. its been a while since i have relaxed that much in my life. it felt good. it felt damn good. i don't have to feel like i have to put up a front with her. i say what is on my mind, and she ( Read more... )

well, i should be cleaning, but i am on here to entertain whoever reads this. sometimes it is so hard to continue something if you hear so many negative things. i am crazy about this girl, but she doesn't feel the same way about me. she still has strong feelings for one of her ex-bf. the more i read about and hear about her feelings for him, ( Read more... )

well, this is actually the second time i am typing this, except i am going to copy it first before i click update. anyways. this will be a new journal format for me. i deleted every single one of my old journals. i was reading through them and i can't believe i complained that much about my life. it is going to change now. i am not going to ( Read more... )

i just deleted all "old" updates. i was looking through some of them and i realized i was blind in many of them. that is the beauty of lj. everyone can read it, but i am still in control. i want to start with a clean slate on here. in the past, i was batteling with who i truly loved. i think i may know the answer now, for real, and finally. ( Read more... )

so i followed a friends advice and told the one that i am madly in love with how i truly felt about her. there is a problem though, she had a boyfriend. not only do i know this boyfriend, since middle school and was really good friends with him, but no, i am even related to him. we are distant cousins. i will admit, at one point in time, i ( Read more... )

to find the light ( Read more... )