Into Nothingness...

[angelic_truths]

I thought I'd update again. I'll be alright but... I don't think I'm coming back, actually I'm sure of it. I'm sorry but too much of that place reminds me too much of what was. Did any of us imagine we'd be were we are when we first entered 9th grade. I know I didn't. I thought I'd be dead by now, somewhere in the abyss of my mind I still do

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[silverlunarmoon]

I don't believe that he ever tried to or ever did.

I know you're worse than you ever were.

And I guess I know you don't hate me.

But I do still have a lot of anger inside and I admit that.

Maybe it's easier to say he didn't care so it doesn't hurt so bad.

Either way, he didn't give a shit if I'm there or not now-and that doesn't change the fact all he ever called me was annoying behind my back. And it doesn't change the fact he was fucking other girls, too.

It doesn't change the shit talking, ever.

Ever.

[angelic_truths]

Not true. He does miss who you where. You were close before things got all complicated. You've talked behind his back too. From what I know I've not heard the shit talking so please tell me what he has said. I know he thinks of a child but that's just because of all the bull shit and the "quick to judge" attitude you've attained. I think he did make a mistake between you two, and I know it hurt very badly, but in time, perhaps when he gets back you'll forgive him.

Look at what I did to Sterling. Look how long it took for him to accept and forgive me. I'm just saying.