I don't know why I am updating..............People are so fucking pathetic.... *sighs* I have no friends. LOL......... good......

It is ok. It doesn't matter anymore.

Hey everyone. I'm still here, barely. I dropped out of school, and still waiting for my mom to sign the papers. I'm in Limbo right now. I can't get a job, I have no social security card, I can't go to SCC, got to have mom to do that right, I can't do anything. I sit at home all day, sleep until noon or three, then wait for Matt to get home, in ( Read more... )

WHY ARE PEOPLE SO GODDAMN MEAN???

I thought I'd update again. I'll be alright but... I don't think I'm coming back, actually I'm sure of it. I'm sorry but too much of that place reminds me too much of what was. Did any of us imagine we'd be were we are when we first entered 9th grade. I know I didn't. I thought I'd be dead by now, somewhere in the abyss of my mind I still do ( Read more... )

Someone told me to update so I guess I will ( Read more... )

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Goddess it's been a while. Not much has changed. I got to spend an absolutely amazing 2 weeks with Matt while mom was gone but now I haven't seen him for a week. It's not that bad... I will survive... Chris may not be leaving in August, His shoulder and knee started acting up on him. Alot has happened, just not much has changed. I miss Matt ( Read more... )

"What's so great about who you used to be is that you didn't hurt those around you. It didn't hurt to be near you, and it was so fulfilling to just love you. Why would I want to be near so much anger and hate? Who does? I know even you don't want to be near it. It is a normal human response to not want to be near negativity. So what was wonderful ( Read more... )

This is the one that started it all, well two. Note what I'm saying, Bethany. I said you are vengeful, yes, but I also said I love you. I just didn't agree with what you were doing and it frustrated me beyond belief that I couldn't help you. You were confused and on occasion still seem to be, but like I said you can’t say thing about me I can’t ( Read more... )