So I did something really really really stupid, I went on Joel's my space page. Seriously, How much more can I screw myself over? I know I'm not in love with him, but whatever feelings I had for him are not going away! This is really painful! It's like theres a big hole in my chest or something. You know what I need, I need a boy friend, that's ( Read more... )

I have not written in almost a year, how sad. I write this now because I have no where else to go. I think I am in love with a guy I have known since childhood, who I had not seen in a year until Christmas Eve. Then my traitorous heart skips a damn beat  and now I can't stop thinking about him. I thought I was over him, you know the whole, it was ( Read more... )

I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! You don't even know who the fuck you are and you'll probably never even read this, but if you would just stay the fuck away then we would all be fine, I wouldnt give you a second thought you fucking whore! you don't know what you're doing and you're going ( Read more... )

So, life sucks i suck and i feel like slicing my throat and drowning in my own blood. Just cause I can. but i wont. damn it I WANT TO BLOODY CRY!

Tia is supposed to bring Trigun today, I hope she does. My mom is giving away my dog today. One of my dogs. I understand why, he is a pain in the ass, but I still love him and I am gonna miss him *sighs* sniffle, oh well. _i need a hug_

OH MY GOD IT WORKED!

I'm trying to make a cut

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Tia i need yer help

Hi there <"lj-cut"> hi again, I hope this works. <"/lj-cut">

TIA! I so fucking win! I have new userpics of The mad hatter AND Kira, Love me, adore me, I WIN! HAHAHA! ok i'm done.