New things, emphasis on 'things'. Not situations or such. Just items.. in my life. With 1k going twards the mortgage I was left over with about $100 dollars to myself.. which is an odd turn of events. I don't usually get new clothing.. (I stitch my old stuff up, keep it clean and in good repair.) So I went and got a new sweater from SpreadShirt.com ( Read more... )

I can't help being the pushover.
I was born on a leash, and when I die..
I'll hang by it.

I was born from fire... not real fire, but the inferno created from such an intense lust for vengeance it.. and Bleeder- that cursed.. thing.. created me. The mere twisted reflection of a real person- a boy that wished for nothing but kindness and the courage to face his fears. I killed. I.. murdered so many innocence in my quest to justify my ( Read more... )

"You're weak!" The scream came from the shadows spilling from the houses in the form of flames. The asphalt and concrete stained with blotches of crimson and strewn remains of what one could only assume had once been a living, breathing being. Among the grotesque scene stood a frail looking male form. His slender muscles clenched.. knuckles white ( Read more... )

Looking at the world from the top of cold steel. The bars beneath are cold and wet.. the clouds above obscuring the sun, allowing only a dim gray through.. It's quiet now. Everywhere around the park people move about their business. I know this because I can see their brake lights twisting off into oblivion beyond my sight. Yet somehow I'm able to ( Read more... )

Maxximus Incarnahnt
1. What would your character kill for? What would they die for?
Maxximus isn't a terribly passionate person. Impulsive, yes.. but not horribly compassionate. He would probably kill anyone who threatened his new family.

2. What would they refuse to do under any circumstances? Why?
Aid a dragon of any kind. He's pretty biased ( Read more... )

You turn to talk to them. Five.. six at a time and I watch for a while. That casual glance and smile are nice.. I'm not forgotten.. or am I? Watching.. wondering. The conversation goes on, and slowly I begin to realize that thing.. that conversation thing is something I can't do. I watch.. I've heard the words a million times. The answers to ( Read more... )

1. Do you still​ talk to the perso​n you had your first​ kiss with ( Read more... )

So, in the state of Colorado they don't need a real reason to fire anyone. Today, my job practiced their right on me. I'm officially jobless.. and in a repression with a mental dysfunction I can't imagine finding another job will be easy. I can't say I'm very optimistic about life in general right now. I'm utterly alone for most of my day.. I'm ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,

My graphics card died this morning.
I don't know if I can replace it, so I'm writing to you with my iPod.
This is my only social window available to me.
I may go crazy without it. (Insert smiley here.)
Ah... Oh well.