Despite the many senile and awkward talks with my aunt, i think this pass visit was the best visit i've ever had. maybe because i didn't leave off wanting to kill her or kill myself because i can never scrub that part of my life away. she lives in memories: she inhales the air of decades ago, hears the stories and songs sung to her and by her ( Read more... )

okay so i'm not the type of girl who really cares or sees public humiliation as other normal human beings on this planet might - like seriously everyone who knows me, knows i could care less bout what others think of me, especially people i don't know very well. but okay... im humiliated beyond belief in what i saw just now. basically go check it ( Read more... )

so okay life on the island is not that bad right? applied to a couple of jobs in my neighborhood. parents won't let me drive which is incredibly frustrating and limiting my freedom. but fine whatever! this place feels so constricting - everyone knows each other because o idk once you do a sport or grad frm a private high school, everyone knows you ( Read more... )

So I think I must have pissed someone off real bad in the world above me or maybe in the world ahead of me. Yes I am getting religious on you folks. Basically my flight out of Portland got cancelled due to severe weather & a FREAKIN BLACKOUT! HOW THE HELL DOES A FRICKEN AIRPORT MANAGE TO HAVE A BLACKOUT?! you would think logically that they got all ( Read more... )

so we've finally come to the finals slump and it's murder. why don't we all just jump in the puddle and die of some skin eating/wasting disease instead of doing all this work? ha so ever wonder what else you could be doing instead of this lovely paper topic? need to get thru this wk and then it's home free- literally. prob gonna go crazy when i get ( Read more... )

There's no combination of words ( Read more... )

i think i have trouble saying yes & no - or just plain distinguishing between the two. wonder if that makes people take me less seriously? ha i wanna die... i want this wk to just be over!

does something have to die or breakaway ( Read more... )

This is my new favorite work by my favorite idol ( Read more... )

so apparently I'm back on this thing... at least until I figured out how to beautify this thing or more like how does this whole thing work ( Read more... )