Life is full of unexpected turns, just like any journey ( Read more... )

And thank you Jesus for it!! I'm sitting at home with my handsome husband at the moment. I have been really concentrated, lately, on our communication. We have been married for one and a half years now and I don't wAnt our respect for eachother to fade. They say that happens after awhile. Brian and I like to lie awake in bed after its gotten late ( Read more... )

It's so funny how every once in a while I remember I have this journal! I love going back and seeing all I've been through at random times since high school.

It's been almost three years since I've written in this and so much has changed. Brian and I are married, we just had our one year wedding anniversary (three year "been together" anniversary). ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've written in here! I get to see my baby next month! less than 6 weeks away! I'm so excited! This will be the 4th and last time I will have to say good bye to him also. And after this... the next time I see him, will be forever! :) I often watch my friends that are in relationships and I realize how lucky I am. I mean ( Read more... )

Just 80 more days... can't believe that I get to see him in less than 3 months! It feels like it's just around the corner. Pretty soon he'll be back for good and I won't have to be without him anymore!!!!!!! I just love him too much! It's totally amazing how God gives us emotions that over flow to the point where you can't control them. The amount ( Read more... )

I'm starting my countdown now... I still don't know exactly when I get to see my baby again, but I'm gunna guess the 17th of December. It's two days before his Birthday, so he has to be home then! I didn't wannna start the countdown when it was still a hundred and something days, thats too many ( Read more... )

I had work today as usual, some old stuff, nothing really new. For some reason my neck has been killing me! I can't get it to go away! I came home, my mom made a carrot cake, yummy. I made frosting for her, then she went to work. The house was an absolute mess. I couldn't take it! It was unreal. So I got myself in the kitchen and didn't leave it ( Read more... )

Yesterday Brian and I have been together for 5 months. I can't believe he's been gone for that long already. It kinda sucks in a way. This is suppose to be the time of my life when I'm having fun, soaking it in. Not wanting to get any older. The only thing I can think about is the future. It would be perfect if he was here. We're missing out on ( Read more... )

It's been close to 2 months since Brian has left. It's been okay though. I get to talk to him usually once a day for about 10 to 20 mins. Sometimes I gotta go days without talking to him though. Thank God I have my friends to help me through this... don't think it would be as easy without them. I could do anything for him though. Sometimes when you ( Read more... )

I've been having pretty regular days... just work and hanging out with Lindsay. Yesterday was a little more hectic. I had to clean everything, went to get a hair cut, and got shane a hair cut, went out to lunch with Kristi and Kristyn, made cookies for my baby, and took Tyler to his orientation at the Middle School. It was weird going back there. I ( Read more... )