I have been trying to remember things about my past lately, so I started re-reading this livejournal. God, it is an embarassing thing. People change so much. I thought that seeing all the posts that were left by Nic promising he would never leave me and earlier, the same thing with giorigo would upset me... but I am not such a different person now ( Read more... )

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You scored as English. You should be an English major! Your passion lies in writing and expressing yourself creatively, and you hate it when you are inhibited from doing so. Pursue that interest of yours!

English
100%
Journalism
100%
Psychology
92%
Philosophy
92%
Biology
83%
Anthropology
83%
Sociology
75%
Linguistics
67%
Dance
58%
Engineering
58%
Mathematics
50%
Theater
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We will build a giant burning fire tonight.
We will light it and dance in the smoke.
Every branch will tie somebody's worries to it.
We will light it and dance in the smoke.

Just like everyone else, college apps are weighing so heavily on my mind. It seems like it's really not that much work, I have 12 schools that still need applying but I could probably finish them all in a day. But I just can't bring myself to do it. 12 schools is a lot. I went to that party on Friday. I don't even know why I go to those things ( Read more... )

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This weekend/start of week has been Ridiculous ( Read more... )

"Never Have I Ever" rules and so does sleeping 13 hours. I've been so happy lately, that Jake is going to run out of ammo very soon. College apps suck, but I'm powering through them. It's very nice to know that in a month this will all be over!

"I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough."

Some things:
-Ojai was alright, but I don't have any more friends at all and nothings changed and still feel really lonely at school lately.
-I am, however, trying to be really nice to everyone, which is hard when people don't deserve to have you be nice to them
-A few breakups.