drained?

yes

why do bad things happen to such good people?

So i think im losing my mind. I cant think anymore. I try to have conversations with people and they do not make any sense. I try to explain to someone what I am doing at that exact moment, and I cant do it. Something totally different then what I'm actually doing comes out of my mouth. I cant remember where i put shit. Today sucked I lost my chem ( Read more... )

So here is how my first day of school went ( Read more... )

conclusion:
have to depend on self
for no matter how hard you work, you dont always receive your just rewards
when you finally reach your place of comfort, be prepared for it to be ripped away from you
life IS UNFAIR....DEAL WITH IT!

....but i guess i will just have to wait and see what happens

new screen name: nickelsa6

well i cant believe it but i actually made it to london. i am having a fabulous time! Polly (friend of mine) and i toured around the city today seeing all the normal british sites, had lunched at a traditional british pub, and now are sitting at an internet cafe. I seriously had culture shock, but now I absolutely love this city. I could move here ( Read more... )

Well i did it. My future has been decided. I have no idea whether it is a good thing or a bad thing but it is done! In the fall i will be attending UCI. It was between there and Cal Poly. I finally did it though! I wish though that i just knew that i made the right decision ( Read more... )

to put it simply...life is good

go read karen's journal!! we wrote a conjoint entry!!... WHO DOES THAT! hahaah aahhh we are freaks. what can we say ( Read more... )