so yesterday was my baptism....it was pretty sweet. I feel like so much happier and like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.My mom actually came all the way out there to see it. That made me happy. I feel like me and my brother became close too.I'm glad me and him did that exsperiance together ( Read more... )

so i am at the library right now because i don't have a computer at my moms house....I have done nothing the past couple of days.....it's been quite shitty. I was spose to hang out with kenny but I thought i had to go to my dads today. Turns out i don't leave till tommorrow. But by the time i call him he'll prolly already have plans. Things have ( Read more... )

why must I feel like this....latley I have just felt so incredibly misunderstood and upset.I feel like i have no one that understands me and no one thinks like I do....I know it sounds crazy....but get to know me and I bet u'll think I'm strange. It's like everything I have said latley people have gotten mad at me about. I am just a very opionated ( Read more... )

I finally beat Final Fantasy X!!!! I cryed so fucking hard. I swear it's got to be the saddest love story ever! I bet n e girl would cry if she watched it....

............i love that game............

so me and laura are definetly thinking about what to where to this anime convention. well I aleady know what I want to be...but laura is stuck. I hope she figures it out cuiz there is no one else I'd really wanna go with. I'm gunna start savin up some pop bottles to get my outfit.lol it sounds funny but it works. I am excited to go home. I am ( Read more... )

Well I am feeling a lot better....things have seemed to work themselves out....for today at least. we will see how the week goes. Once i get home I have a lot of stuff planned. Hopefully I get to do everything I want. I'm gunna try and go out to eat with kenny....if my mom will let me, cuz a lot fo my tax money has to go toward a car.I just want my ( Read more... )

why is life so fucking fucked up. All life is, is losing people and then finding new ones to hurt you again. I'm sick of being broken hearted and sick of losing people. I never mean to hurt people but it always happens that way. I just want to move away and never come back.There must be more to life then this...

I am soooo bored!! I have been playen final fantesy like crazy....and i am finally to the end of the game...in fact the last bosss.....and yet I can't beat him!!!WTF! I'm gunna be up all night until I do! I have no idea what game I wanna play next.....Final Fantesy X-2 or Star Ocean....prolly final fantesy x-2 because star ocean is a 2 disc game... ( Read more... )

hmmm so I am finally sick. I have been waiting for it to happen. Seeing as everyone else has gotten sick but me. Hopefully it doesn't turn into the flu. I haven't had the flu in ages ( Read more... )