i can't say i love it here.
i do at times really like it.

but
i miss ashley and matt and libby more than i've ever missed anyone in my life.

i am trying to make it work.

 i'm so excited i fixed this computer!!
with help from my brother ofcourse

alright new things.
21 days of highschool left.
and
i was in a car accident yesterday.
and now i feel very off about everything, especially sitting?. and driving.
everyones fine though. it was not THAT bad.

also, i have decided on GVSU. for those of you that care. :]

 SO, the best things about live cooking shows is how excited all the audience members get.

"Alright, so now we're gonna add some Cheese!"
wooOOOOOOOooo! Yeah! Add the cheese!!

they kinda all are like children
watching their first firework show.
innocently fascinated with everything.
why can't we all be as innocently ascinated like emril live audience ( Read more... )

 i just wrote a really good entry
that sad everything i wanted to.
and it was important.
but it fucking erased... and now i dont have it

sooo... i dont give a shit to re-write it.
damn :[

Do you want in to the outside, in the cool night,
 where the stars gravitate toward you.
Do you want in to the outside, in the cool night, 
where the fog wraps itself around you.
Do you want in to the outside, in the sunshine, 
where the clouds take their places for you.

And the wind and snow, 
and the rain that blows; 
none of those would matter much ( Read more... )

 First day of senior year

boring.
but pretty good.

i may like this year.

jesus. mary and joesph!!!!!!!!!!
i could NOT be happier.

and have never felt more loved.

:] :] :] :] :]
i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE you.

I may be crazy but i'm not dumb
i may be crazy
but i am not tooooo younggggggggg
TO LOVEEEEEEEEE YOU.

 was five and he was six ( Read more... )

RoX  is going good.

i love choir people.

tonights the last night.

come.

my birthday was yesterday ( Read more... )