Even though my body is large and my age states that I am nearly half a century old I feel as though I am still a toddler. I desperately try to learn and do what I can to grow as my own person but there are those that feel because I did not follow the path that they set before me that am doing it wrong, that I am incompetent and in constant need to ( Read more... )

Well as much of these posts that different folks place on the various blobs and online journals I figured it was time for an update beyond just the occasional blurb ( Read more... )

I just awoke from the saddest and tragic dream I have had in a long long time. From what I remember it started I was seeing myself, a slightly older and slimmer self but it was me. I was at some sort of gathering or convention I am not sure but there was several people I recognized from my past. They had gathered at this place for some annual event ( Read more... )

Friday February 1st started as most normal Fridays do for me. I got up early, got dressed, took my meds and headed to work. My day at the office was like all of my other days, fairly simple, got my work done in a timely manner. I left work at my normal time and headed out. I was on my way to my fiancés mother’s home as I wanted to pay a visit to ( Read more... )

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Oh this most blessed day I want to wish everyone a most merry Christmas. No matter what your faith, or lack thereof I hope that all of you can reflect on the fact that we as a species are capable of most wonderful and beautiful things. Cherish one another and sing tidings of great joy. Carry this love in your hearts always and may we have peace on

Today of days is a day of special recognition of being thankful. Now I give thanks daily in prayer just for another day on this planet to try to be as positive of an influence as possible, I fail sometimes but I still try. But I really just wanted to say I am thankful to my parents, my grandparents, my brother, and the rest of my family. I am ( Read more... )

Well my friends I am writing this just to give a little update on my personal life at this time, for those that care. I have been working now for just over a month at my current job and it is great. I love who I work for and we all are wishing that he could afford to give me more hours, but it is just not possible at this time. I am still looking ( Read more... )