I'm sooo sick of this I have no job and it's gettin on my nerves. It's sad when you can't get a job because your white or because they don't like the people you associate with.
I feel like runnin away. It's not like most people would care so oh well. not much to say as you can tell. I have a lot bottled up and no one to tell

Wish me luck ya'll I have 2 job interveiws today let's hope I get one of them so I don't have to work 2 days a week at the stupid hospital. Either one I am sure I would enjoy.

As most of you know I now live in Newport News, Va with my baby and his family. I love them all to death talk about fuckin funny. Matt and I have bickered more than either of us would like but it's gonna take some gettin used to livin together. When I'm tired or have a headache I don't pay much attention to the road (not a smart idea to be drivin ( Read more... )

I'm about on the verge of tears but I am not gonna cry cause Matt is right next to me and we are at his parents house. Matt read one of my blogs on myspace and his REALLY pissed at me. I have no clue if after tonight we'll be together. I don't want this to end. I really love him and don't want to even think about losin him. He's the best thing to ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I'm too excited about tomorrow. Oh yea not to mention I am too excited cause I got a car! Yes bitches I got a car that I completely paid for myself. It's a 1991 Honda Civic, it's red and it's a stick ( Read more... )

This FUCKIN sucks. I need a car loan and I have to do it over the computer and this stupid fuckin thing won't let me. Looks like there goes workin at Walter Reed after next week. LOVELY! I don't think my dad will co-sign and I am not sure who else to ask. I need a car by next week so that I can get back and forth to work. I think I am gonna have to ( Read more... )

Not much has been happenin lately. Just looking for places for Matt and I. He and I are gonna be in Newport News for a bit and then we should be movin again. I can't wait til next week. That's when he and I are gonna be movin in together. God is he great. So time between tomorrow and Friday I am gonna be lookin for a used car at one of the fine ( Read more... )

Since Saturday not much has happened. What can I say I can't afford to have a life. Matt and I are tryin to get an apartment together and if we want to get one in Gloucester we have to either wait til May or June or get a Deer Run apartment which is like $500 and you have to make at least 3 times as much as the rent ( Read more... )

Not much has been happenin lately. Other than watchin Liz's kids, workin, and sitting (until last night) I haven't done shit. But it's cool cause I am a homebody (i.e I like to chill at home ( Read more... )

It's 6:55 and I can't sleep. I have to be to work this morning and lucky so does Lauren. I got pulled over yesterday cause the cop knew the vehicle and knew it wasn't properly registered. Well by the time we legally got it on the road the place we had to go get it from was closed. So now Liz and I are wonderin how the hell we are gettin back and ( Read more... )