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ok well...
Today I was supposed to see Matt. I went up there early cause I couldn't remember if it was am or pm. I wasn't able to see him today. This is the second time this week that I haven't gotten to see him. So on the way home I started to cry. Yea I cried on the interstate. Well I decided it would be smart if I stopped crying cause I was on the ( Read more... ) -
Been a while
Ok so it's almost been a year since I have updated so you would think I would have a ton to tell you. But no sorry. Just a little bit.
Matt and I are back together and finally engaged. It's hard right now since I'm not waking up everyday next to him like I am used to. I love him so much. We fight like every other couple but sometimes it gets out of ( Read more... ) -
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My heart breaks more and more everyday. My friends tell me I can do so much better than him but I don't believe them. I don't believe I deserve a good guy. He tells me he still loves me but most of the time he looks at me with such hate in his eyes. How can he do the things he's doin if he loves me so much? It's like Shannon said if he loved me us ( Read more... ) -
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Ok I am done with Livejournal. I mean I might update to let people know I am still alive or to put stupid little quizes or whatever on here but livejournal has just become a place to rant and rave. I have a laptop with Notebook I can do that on. Not to mention this thing and anything like it has caused too much shit between me and Matt. So if you ( Read more... ) -
The hardest thing I've ever done!
Have you ever laid beside someone (in my case the man) you love and know that you can't hold him while he sleeps? Have you ever wanted to give someone a kiss goodnight or ask them to do a stupid bedtime thing they used to do and not be able to?
Matt and I broke up officially yesterday 6 months and 9 days into the relationship. I am still staying at ( Read more... ) -
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I'm done with this stupid shit I am leavin and it's for good! -
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Well Matt and I both got laptops. They're nice. I mean I'm not gonna lie and say they are the best on the market cause I know there are better. But they fit both of our needs. He and I basically got the exact same one mine just has a smaller screen. I mean there are different things on both but hey can't have the samething to fit our different ( Read more... ) -
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Tomorrow makes 6 years. Not a day I want to remember and I have shit I have to do so I can't just ball up if need be. THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RIP Tammy Margaritte Swaner 1959-2000
May she rest in Heaven where she belongs. There has never been a better woman in my life, and one day I hope to become as great as she was in ( Read more... )
