I spent most of the last 3 years putting everything on hold to be there for my family. And now I don't know where to go from here. Is it ok to put myself first now? And what would it mean if I did -- do I even know what I want anymore ( Read more... )

My dad died today.

This sucks.

And already the stupid people are showing themselves to be stupider than expected.

That sucks too.

But, at the same time, if I don't get this out, I'm going to explode. I know I have people who would listen, but I really am not ready to have this conversation in real life. I'll deal with that when I have to, but I'm not there yet ( Read more... )

Reality sucks. I think I shall focus all of my mental energies on escaping it.

The current count for Beth's zoo ( Read more... )