So, as a way to keep track of where life has led me during the past few months, here is a recap of all that has happened since I last posted anything ( Read more... )

Been a while since I've written something I think is worth sharing. Read it and tell me what you think... or not. Up to you ( Read more... )

Wow, it seems loads has happened to me in the past two years. This is why I like keeping a journal, it puts your life in perspective and reminds you of some experiences you had all but forgotten ( Read more... )

A lot can happen to somebody in seventeen weeks. You can find yourself flying high on life one minute and the next plummeting to the depths of depression and self pity for no real reason whatsoever. Who says we can't cycle through a plethora of emotions in a short time? Particularly us bipolars ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been ten weeks since I've last updated my journal ( Read more... )

Some people have non-descript, sort of pointless nightmares... I get to have full blown intricately detailed, motion picture length stories. This one was particularly awful, so much so that what woke me up was not fear but sadness ( Read more... )

Misery is back. Thinking about it, I suppose I deserve it, but still it's no fun.

I think that one of the most admirable features in a partner is not that they never hurt you, but that when they do hurt you (and they inevitably will at one point or another), they are clever enough to realize it, and valiant enough to apologize and make amends.

Thank you for that, beloved. Thank you for being that way.

-D

Hacia años de los años que yo me enojaba de tal manera. Hacia mucho que yo sentia tanto disgusto con alguien. Yo se por que lo hiciste, yo se que el resentimiento te llevo a hacerlo... pero lo que yo te hice fue sin querer, lo hice por descuido y en el momento en que lo hice supe que estaba mal y te pedí perdón... yo sufri por haberte hecho sufrir ( Read more... )

So I didn't get into the doctorate program at Wayne. I haven't really called or written to find out why, but I am thinking it was due to lack of spots. I'm kind of upset about it because I wanted to just go on and finish my career as soon as I could, but sometimes things just don't work out the way you plan them. Now I have to way until I am ( Read more... )