I'm tired. Tired of being afraid, of being alone, of not having a life, of not being able to see further than what is happening right now. All my life I've been afraid thanks to my parents. They've done nothing but cause me pain and suffering, and this is what has become of me. I keep seeing these things about how children are being bullied all ( Read more... )

So I woke up early yesterday morning, and went downstairs to watch Ghostwhisperer, which obviously I love! About half an hour into it CJ texts me asking me to go to an early lunch. So I finished my show, showered, took care of the girls, and headed out to CiCi's. Upon arriving there, we sat and had lunch while I filled him in with the little ( Read more... )

Today it is raining outside and it is really cold. The temperature has dropped very drastically. Last week it was nice and warm out, not too hot and this week it is freezing. People don't even realize it yet, but it has snowed already. Yesterday I noticed that while it was raining, that the rain was falling like snow, yet it is still too warm ( Read more... )

So today I had an interview with a pet insurance company, and I'm excited! Hopefully I will get the position, it's in the call center part of the company, but on Fridays I get to take my Kendra Chi with me! So I've already informed JC that she needs to be fixed, have her teeth cleaned, and above all... New outfits! I can't go to work looking ( Read more... )

So it has obviously been a crazy few weeks. JC's mother died at 53 from liver cancer and it happened almost over night. We had practically no time to prepare for it, and everything was so rushed. While she was in the hospital we gave up our apartment to move in with his family so we could help out with the bills, and get caught up on our own. ( Read more... )

I got up at 6:30 this morning and got ready for my run. I then noticed that is was raining so I was hesitant to go, but in the end, I went anyways and boy was it nice. I just felt so much better after a nice run, though I ended up hurting my ankle a bit, but it'll be okay ( Read more... )

JC just got home not too long ago, and he has basically been giving me the silent treatment. He was in a bad mood this morning because he got hurt while we were rough housing, but then he was fine after he went to work. He called me a few times, texted me a lot, and was completely fine until he got home. Once he got home he read his book for ( Read more... )

Yesterday JC had to work at Belden for three hours, so I just tagged along and went to the book store and read a little. I went with the intention of readying, but ended up with a well deserved and well needed slap in the face. Lately I have been feeling as though I shouldn't be doing the things that I do with my magick, so I have stopped. This ( Read more... )

So I quit my job because Diebold fucked me over. They were letting me go and giving my job to someone who didn't know it, right off the street. So, I went to Brown Mackie College and applied and got in for my LPN. The only problem is I am unable to work and have to get a loan to pay bills while I am in school. The problem with that is, no one ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot lately on my past and where I am now at in this stage of my life. I used to be afraid that the whole prediction that I'd made hadn't been a hundred percent fulfilled. But now having reached the age of twenty-five, I see that I've made it. When I died at sixteen, I fulfilled my vision and can now live life the way I want ( Read more... )