well, my job is going to be very difficult, and it has been for a very long time. I am doing two jobs right now and it makes me nuts that I am only getting paid for one. I am getting stiffed because my boss doesnt want to pay me what I am worth. I hate the fact that there is such cheap people in this world. I have no choice but to work there for ( Read more... )

I am sorry that I have not kept up on this journal... I have had a lot going on and I was currently at a wedding to which I was the maid of honor. So to whom may be readin this it was a small but sweet wedding in front of the justice of the peace and not many attended and it was only done because neither bride nor groom could wait until the off ( Read more... )

Well, as usual my life is in the shit end of the pool. My car is a peice of shit that I cant even afford to try and get fixed, and my everything else seems to become more difficult. I dont know what to do about my driving situation. Whether or not to keep driving a car that has an inspection sticker that is expired or to try and get it fixed no ( Read more... )

Well, life is the same confusing alternate universe as usual. I am going to be alone on Valentines day and this is the first time ever. I mean I either had a significant other or Ive had friends to spend it with who didnt make me feel like a loser cause they didnt have a significant other either. So we had each other. Now I dont have that and I am ( Read more... )

Well, another usually boring day here in my little world. I don't know what to do with my self. It seems that the closer that Valentines Day gets the more depressed and lonely I become. I wish that I could find a guy to be with that fits in to my life and has the same interests as I do. I miss my old life. I miss what it was that I had when I had ( Read more... )

Well, life as I know it seems to have slown down to a crawling pace. My job is the same as last week nothing has changed. I am contemplating asking for a raise, but at the same time I worry that I might be pushing to hard at my employer and then he might want someone who will work for less. But I do alot in the office. More than anyone realizes. I ( Read more... )

Well, life as usual always throws you some difficult situations in your face when you are not expecting them. But then you wonder who you can turn to, some one you trust maybe? Family is always good, but then your family sometimes just doesnt know when to quit. Then they make you feel like your a bad person when you arent. Maybe it is because they ( Read more... )

Just to give my self a reminder, You are always confused no matter how with it you may seem to other people. Just dont lose your head and remember it is attached to your neck.

Ok, so I get started with the help from my fabulous cousin, who absolutely adores me for some odd reason unbeknownst to me. But any way I am really quite confused as to how this all works. I guess I just write as to how my day goes and what I did with my past and what I want with my present. Well to sum this all up my life is a little confusing at ( Read more... )