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May 30, 2010 22:33

I just had a miscarriage and I didn't even know I was pregnant. I wasn't going to say anything, but I can't just...augh. I'm in RMMH just in case. I'm really upset. I don't want to do anything stupid. Here is safe. I'm safe from me. Just in case. Witness my fucking growth, bitches ( Read more... )

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bringthefire May 30 2010, 12:33:55 UTC
Oh god. I'm so sorry, Kat.

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angels_facade May 30 2010, 12:41:08 UTC
I'm sorry too.

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dont_jinx_it May 30 2010, 12:38:08 UTC
You didn't kill them. Miscarrying is not your fault, Kat. It's just an evil fucking act from mother nature.

I'm glad you're at the hospital though, darlin. I'll come visit.

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angels_facade May 30 2010, 12:44:15 UTC
If I had known, I never would have kept drinking, clubbing and dancing at Lugosi's. I love kids. Another one...I wouldn't have minded. I mean, I would have had to postpone my study again and whatever but...fuck, I would have done it.

It could have been yours, you realise? Do you still not blame me?

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dont_jinx_it May 30 2010, 12:56:21 UTC
Not even a little bit, Kat. There's no possible way you could have known and you're a wonderful person. You know I love kids and if this one was mine too then I still don't blame you at all. I'm worried about you, but I'm glad you're safe where you are. You're the most important part of this for me.

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angels_facade May 30 2010, 12:59:38 UTC
I'll be alright. I don't want to die. I made sure I was in the one place that could never happen.

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createthemess May 30 2010, 12:41:48 UTC
I love you, Kat. You are, and always will be, anything but worthless.

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angels_facade May 30 2010, 12:44:58 UTC
I love you too, Daria. Thank you.

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caughtinafold May 30 2010, 12:47:52 UTC
My darling, you're never worthless. We all love you very much. I hope you'll be okay.

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angels_facade May 30 2010, 13:00:10 UTC
I'll be alright. I love you too, Carla.

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father_peter May 30 2010, 13:45:28 UTC
If you want to talk to someone who understands...

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angels_facade May 30 2010, 13:45:52 UTC
I do. Tomorrow. Thank you, Peter.

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