Pierre? I hate to do this, but things have been so quiet for the band for so long and everything's difficult and I just want to talk about it. I mean, I don't want it to end and I'll do anything if someone else feels that way about it to keep it alive. I just need one person to tell me I'm not insane and it's worth going for. You started it and I ( Read more... )

Megan's over at COL with me now, but she says she's got to go soon. She's going to come back to Vic Lane in a bit, if she's quite done teasing me stupid about how apparently her and Ella know whether my niece/nephew is a niece or nephew. She's also made a large hole in a cake she brought around, the menace ( Read more... )

I'm thinking of going away for a bit. I don't know. I don't even know why I'm putting it here, it wouldn't really affect anyone. But yeah. There it is.

I feel like a thousand and one things are weighing down on me, like.. big weighty things. I can't stop going, have to keep moving. But I'm sick of telling Rosanna that her marriage is fine, that Mario isn't distant with her. I'm sick of telling Kay to eat, it's like forcing an elephant to move with only your bare hands, or preaching to someone with ( Read more... )

Just got off the phone. Kay's safe, Tamm's bringing her home
It's some relief. 

Can I ask you two something? 

I'm so sorry Tamm. If there's anything, anything at all I can do, please don't hesitate to let me know.

There are no words. There are just no words.

The past two days.. better, for me at least. It's been a joy to have Ella with me, we seem to be getting along better than ever. She's happier too, which is a comforting sight.

Friday I have to show a prospective buyer around the studio. I've already been contacted by one person about lessons, which is promising. It seems to be working out so far.. ( Read more... )

Tamm.. I was with Kay this morning, and she kept asking if she could get up to see people. She said she wanted to see someone called Nancy - I think she's a friend of yours, but I'm only assuming here, or Deirdre or someone who's name I forgot. I'm confused, and she seemed to be too. I wouldn't know who to talk to about it, but I wondered if you'd ( Read more... )

I spent this morning at the hospital, just talking to Kay. She keeps sleeping, which is probably something to be expected, but when she wakes up she seems to be horribly upset the whole time. I don't know what to say to make her stop crying, but I'm honestly trying my best. I'm still worried about her, but I know that these things take time.

I've ( Read more... )