Saying Goodby, isnt easy but with the way things look i dant have a place in youre life the way i always dreamed of. from the nights i spent alone in my room just thinking and praying that mabey just maybe that beautiful girl down the street would notice me.but i guess i was right when i just gave up and decided it was for the best that you didnt ( Read more... )

i am such a waste of time space and talent.i mean yeah sure im blessed with the ability to fix almost any tangaable physical object but god didnt mention that in order to have this "gift" im doomed to be the worlds biggest pathetic fuck up.i mean im the dictonarys definition of hopeless romantic.everthing i do gets taken the wrong way cause i cant ( Read more... )

WELL FOR STARTERS I WENT TO MEAGAN AND TRYIED TO EXPLAIN WHAT I WANTED TO DO BUT I THINK IT CAME OUT ALL WRONG.SO INSTEAD OF HER THINKIN I WANT HER TO HELP ME NOT FUCK UP NE MORE ICAME OUT IN A WAY THAT SHE THINKS I CALLED OFF EVERTHING AND IM GIVING UP ON HER BUT THATS NOT WHAT I MEANT.WANT I MEANT WAS I CANT CHANGE MYSELF I NEED HELP AND ( Read more... )

well i think its really over. i dont know what to do, i dont know how to save what i have ruined. Everything i do comes back to haunt me so maby i should just dissapear. I know what i want and i know what she says she wants but i guess i just dont understand ne of it. I jus want to be with meagan and start a fameily of our own but i cant force her ( Read more... )

Angel i know things arent lookin up right now but believe me i love u more than i have ever loved ne one in my life.I am truely sorry if u are not happy but i havent been happy lately iether so that makes things even worse.All this said i dont want to lose u over somethin so small.I want u for the rest of my life and more if possible and im willing ( Read more... )